few times in the past it happens and still happening again and again and again. why i say this?
something reminded me an instance in life.

our cousin bring her roller blades when she visited us so we tried it me first then my sis younger than me. i told her we do some stunts. She agreed willing and trusting. imitating a scene from "cutting edge". a movie about the ice skating where the lead stars doing the most dangerous stunts holding each other making a circle motion. i am barefooted and she got the blades.

without the real knowledge of how it is supposed to be done it became a disaster. I couldn't control the speed and my sister weight added that makes it so hard to stop.

she's calling, screaming so loud and we're both scared .

couldn't do anything. ----------------- "bog!"

my sister on the floor. teary eyed she was.

our mother seeing all of it screamed,
She raved.
i cringed.
ranted some more. " ANONG NASA ISIP MO?!"
i had no answer .

pondering what's the answer. i realized i wasn't really thinking.

See that's the problem... I wasn't thinking. I just acted without thinking in advance... which is how most acts of stupidity occur. How could I make her understand that I wasn't responsible? for it was supposed to be all for fun.
sometimes when we're overwhelm with so much joy and fun it could bring, we sometimes forgot demons are just lurking for a chance to have some more.