unrequited love...

according to wiki... it is love that is not reciprocated, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. The beloved may not even be aware of this person's deep feelings for them.

was it when you thought there were possibilities of getting involve with someone who happens to have someone else?

funny! how that kind of possibilities already equates to love? or you just thought that it is a good possibility because you had set it in your mind before you knew it shouldn't be.

or you just think it is possibility when it s not because it's hard to admit you already did fall(in love) unknowingly.

whatever it is...

the sad thing is really it gets in to you when all you want is to get it out of your system.

because you don't have the right to be sad.

don't even have the right to think about it.

you just ignore and deny .

then finally accept.

convincing yourself that it's better to know these things early before you fall deeply.

assuring yourself that it is fine and you'll be fine.

that it is easy.

this is part of living.

just have to go through it.

after a while,

long or maybe short while you'll be fine with it and just laugh about it. as in lol.

how and why it happened? your questions to yourself.

but whatever happens the process of getting better is hard to think.

when it will end?

hoping it soon. you just pray...

my last post was about my rants regarding direct selling. how about some good news this time. so
returning an item needed what they call TRA (whatever that means i have no idea). i don't bring TRA's instead i just indicate the reference number in the return slip or in a paper which i guess the reason why they ask those. but in my stupidity or laziness for not double checking the items i brought for replacement that it always happen that i put wrong ref. no. good thing the person in charge in returns is conscientious enough in doing his job as in i don't have any problem in returning an item until yesterday someone else occupy his job and again i put different ref. no. in short i'm not so lucky returning a certain item. good thing it's a baby's clothing so its not that frustrating since its not bulky & there's still next time.
so i'm finished with everything and just waiting for my turn in releasing my purchases. i've got hope of returning the item but it's 6 o'clock cut-off time. hay....
untill someone calls me and i thought he was just teasing me since he always do that and he will add "practice lang." so i didn't pay attention until he says he's going to let me return.Yeheyyy... ang saya.
so still waiting i start scribbling and decided i have to post this in here that my blog wouldn't be just bitterly rants but also appreciate good things and service. great service should be commended. so around of applause to "Joel Lingad" oha! its full name good thing every tra's, return slips & receipts identifies who made the transaction.hahahaha.
i guess he deserves something for taking time looking that tra like my fave chocnut. hmmm... i owe him that.
speaking of owe. it's not only him that deserves chocnut even in the purchasing "miss Mona" always in full smile every time i saw her even i get too makulit sometimes, as well as, in the releasing. they've been so nice and they've been a victim of my being judgmental. Can't help it because i'm so pissed waiting loooonnnggg hours so i told my sis about everything i thought bad experience i have in there. like they always makes me wait and let someone else they know have their orders or release their purchases before forwarding my purchases or releasing the items. yep i'm terribly bad. di pala sila ang salarin. it's a normal thing when you got plenty of orders and picking those takes time especially during peak season. well, i didn't know that! only now. "censya! tao lang." besides its really hard to wait that long doing nothing and having only one order to take home from the list of 5 or 5 out of so many orders i have. diba frustrating naman talaga. that's why i'm hoping they stop teasing me "sumbongera kay ate".
wait before i forget i have mention the great service in returns and purchasing but i haven't mention "Jerry lolo" from releasing. stop the tease na! may chocnut kayo pag naalala ko at tinigilan sa pang aasar kasi feeling pinagtutulungan na nila ako. here i go again. hehehehe... till next time...

nov - 2 posts
dec- none!
jan- 1st post
i've been busy and still busy. my sister handed me over her small business - loading station and direct selling (as in everything) 'cause she's busy w/ her new job. it is soooo tiring. can't believe myself how she manage everything i'm experiencing right now. well to start off i'm just paying for her due. i'm supposedly the 2nd in the line when the cashier 1 took a break so i tried myself to be calm as much as possible. fine i went to the 2nd cashier and lucky me i'm gonna be the 2nd to be entertained so i waited but there's a lot of transactions the cashier handling though only one person before me 'cause she's also paying for her downlinessss (i intentionally put a lot of s for it is so much to the point that cashier 1 is already back and they said there's still a lot as in a lot) so they advice me to pay at cashier 1 so i did. when again i'm the 2nd in that line she put a sign "the next counter pls" hay i couldn't help myself i already reacted goodness . just seeing the queue of paying clients in the window i'm supposed to at if they did not ask me to go. wow this people must be kidding me. i went out and called my sis. yeah i spend to call her cause i couldn't take it anymore. still pissed but i have to go back and be the last person in line. how about that? they could be nice sometimes and i like them for those times and i do understand the fact that their work is so demanding that shortcomings are inevitable but wow i think what happened is too much!!! what you think?! and there's a lot more not so good times story i have for them but i'm tired and sleepy so next time if i got a chance and if bad gone to worse.