unrequited love...

according to wiki... it is love that is not reciprocated, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. The beloved may not even be aware of this person's deep feelings for them.

was it when you thought there were possibilities of getting involve with someone who happens to have someone else?

funny! how that kind of possibilities already equates to love? or you just thought that it is a good possibility because you had set it in your mind before you knew it shouldn't be.

or you just think it is possibility when it s not because it's hard to admit you already did fall(in love) unknowingly.

whatever it is...

the sad thing is really it gets in to you when all you want is to get it out of your system.

because you don't have the right to be sad.

don't even have the right to think about it.

you just ignore and deny .

then finally accept.

convincing yourself that it's better to know these things early before you fall deeply.

assuring yourself that it is fine and you'll be fine.

that it is easy.

this is part of living.

just have to go through it.

after a while,

long or maybe short while you'll be fine with it and just laugh about it. as in lol.

how and why it happened? your questions to yourself.

but whatever happens the process of getting better is hard to think.

when it will end?

hoping it soon. you just pray...